I know some people enjoy ill health, I am not one of them.
I do not quietly, with grace and a tissue, accept my fate. I complain, holler, whine and make those around me as miserable as I am. Does admitting this excuse my actions? No. But, saying it out loud, gives me perspective, and I am able to think of those in the world with real health problems, and I sally forth.
See, even though I know this too shall pass, I really am one of those silly people who, when I feel bad think this is how I will feel forever and ever again. I fear I will never laugh again, or move my body in a strong and pain free way ever again. My nose will always be sore and runny, and this cough, this damn cough… well, pity the people around me.
Do I exaggerate? Ask Ken.
I am not one of those people who think, “What doesn’t kill me makes me stronger.†I am one of those people who just wants to feel better and will take to my bed until I do.
My lower lip has been sticking out really far for several days now, and even though this post is just one big complaint – I am making progress. Actually I’m about done with this nonsense and I’m ready to move on.
This photo, taken during a break from the workshop I taught in Western Massachusetts, is posted to inspire and remind me that feeling good and being healthy is a treasure.
Here’s to bouncing back!
I do empathize, as I confess to being the same way, although because I have to go to work I TRY to put an accepting face on it. But I write myself out of everything I can, stay in bed and just generally feel sorry for myself. And I’ve been doing that since Wednesday, including backing out of a trip with the choir to Atlin this weekend. But I can feel that things are getting better and I foresee that I will live.
And that photo resulted in a big grin spreading across my face and joy welling up in the midst of my misery! Thanks!